Jan 16th 

Jan 16th

There is something wrong when a game consumes so much of your time that you have room for little else, even your family. Of course I have known this for sometime and each time this game has caused conflict I have shied away from the truth and like some addict make promises that I in all honestly mean to keep but more frequently end up breaking. If working as I do away from home isnt bad enough I compound the problems this causes by playing a game that requires so much of my time that I am unable to give my wife to talk to me without being distracted and needing to rush back because im raiding.

Quite frankly its pathetic.

Tide is a one hell of a guild and for it to progress it needs to work on encounters that require players to be at their seats from 6pm until 11pm 6 days a week. How many games are there out there that demand this degree of dedication to suceed? Of course it could be argued that if I want to play this game at its highest level then this is required, so I have to ask myself if this is what I really should be doing. In fact the more I ask myself this question the more I realise I know the answer but just dont want to admit to myself that my days in a raiding guild are effectively over.

Last night we did Roley and worked on The Performer however I logged an hour earlier disgusted with myself for having upset my wife earlier in the evening when I hurried her off the phone.